HER SUICIDE STORY

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

BLOODY thanx to :

"..aku ingin sekali ada yang mengatakan..kalau bukan aku yang melakukannya, maka tidak akan ada yang bisa.."

Bukannya ingin berlagak sok artis dengan halaman ucapan terima kasih ini. Tapi aku rasa setidakpantasnya aku menuliskan nama kalian disini, aku tetap merasa butuh kalian tau bahwa kalian juga bagian dari inspirasi semua tulisan2ku ini.

* The Almighty..My Greatest Lord ..JESUS CHRIST..
thanx for every miracle that You've send to me..i will never stop praying
because i believe if You'll give it to me..i love You, God...

* My Duo Superhero..My Mom and My Dad..
i'll do anything to make both of you proud of me..love you Mom..love you Dad..

* My Eternal best friend..FABIAN ARY SETA (R.I.P)
thanx for the 12 years friendshit..damn! thats not enough! i know if you
waiting for me there! love you, buddy!

* My Blue Sky...SADHEWA AZURE ADJIE PUNINDRA SAPUTRA (R.I.P)
i'll keep your last breath between my lungs until other last breath replace
yours..=]

* The Mysterious Man..Who Claim Himself as The Sun God..BUSTA RINOV JR
gimme 5 minutes, okay ? hoho...

* BUTONX..My Freaky BOO..
i'm surely like having hurt..and i'm enjoy it..but i'll be fine, anyway...
thanx for the times to keep talking to me...

* xJONEYx..My HARDxCOREBASTARDOSUPERSTAR!
thanx for everything! b'coz you always be there when i need someone to talk...
and thanx God b'coz you're not being the missing memory from my brain..x]

* GLORY..My FAT BASTARD...
backhome quickly! i miss celebrate xmas day with you!

* REEKO..who the hell are ya?
hoho...thanx for being my worsed friend to chat for! LOL

* ABEL "Straight On View"
now i know what i mustn't talk with you..its LOVE ! goddamned! but thanx
anyway to always leaving me while i'm talkin! ugh!

* My Big Bro'..IYUTH...
thanx for alots of time to talk ! muach!

* CAROLL "Subnormal"
wazz'up? now i'm becoming like you..chemicalholic! damn! haha..
you find for vertigo but i must kill it ! hoho...

* ADJIE "Down For Life"
thanx for everry conversation every late in night..hoho...

* for My other 26 colors of my love stories..
thanx for the beautifull pains!

* for MOBI MORENO, THE JOELLYZ, JIMMY "IF I DIE TOMORROW",
RIZKY "AFTERSIX", DRAGH a.k.a VIANT, REZA, AWING "RUNTAH",
ZALDY "CASE 15", AL "SUNDAY STORIES", AGUNX "SILVERSTONE",
BILLY "NINEBALL" crew, DEDEX "R.O.B.S", RINGO "JALUR BEBAS zine",
JOVAN "RIOT MACHINE", RAKA "THE GANGSTERS", YOPPIE "SMASH",
ERIE "OUVAL RSCH", ISAN "FINAL ATTACK" (thx for still talk to me),
BAYOE "DUMB AND DUMBER" (ignore!), ARIANDI a.k.a JONTIQ, ANDRI
HARAKIRI (thx for gimme some hope), ANANK #PENJARA (i'm still can't
believe if you can marry hes because using my poem! haha), AAN, JIMMY
LUCIFER KECIL, HENDRO, NOER, OPICK, JEKEK (for the tattoos), FLO
RAGEN, NOEROEL, IKOK, ILHAM.. who else?
(if your name wasn't here..told me... i'm not forget you at all..just forget to take your
name here...trust me!)
i can't pay for the help..but thank for everything with my great respect !!

PAINFULLY THANKS !!!

-scream of my brain faced death at 5:04 AM